Just recently, so sudden one of my floormates Jessy died. He was a cool and funny guy. The problem is that it bothers me so much that Jessy is gone forever. In my current stage i would say i'm at the point where i'm constantly worrying about finding a job, earning money, and having a family. When my floormate died this tragic situation made me stop what i was doing and made me look into this situation more deeply. When your a young kid growing up you never take the time to think about death until it happens to one of your good friends. You can only learn from this type of situation and it forces you to appreciate life more. The more i think about this situation the more i realize he died for a reason. Whether it was suicide or an accident, he never had that strength inside him that kept him alive today. I know for a fact i have that strength and know that strength will take me far.
Sometimes i take the time to think whether he died intentionally or accidentally. I may never know and will never find out. In the end it is okay to mourn, feel guilt, and cry over this type of situation. We are only human beings.
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